So much to tell but have NO TIME

My little update:

1. My dearie 'Little Busy Boy' will be turning 3 years on 6th December 2010.

2. My dearie 'Little Drama Queen' will be starting her kindergarten on January 2011 at Genius Aulad.

3. My dearie hubby will be departing to Aden, Yemen for Gulf Cup this weekend for 6 days.

4. Me? yeah i'll be organizing a workshop for the company on 16 - 18 December 2010 in Penang.

Suratan Yang Telah Tersurat

Rasenyer sudah lama tidak update kan...tetiba aku nak bercerita tentang bahagian masing masing yg telah ditentukan olehNya. Setiap manusia ada rezeki dan jodoh yang telah tertulis untuk mereka. Di sini bukanlah aku ingin mengaibkan sesiapa tetapi sebagai panduan dan iktibar dalam menjalani kehidupan yang penuh dugaan. Bila kita lihat kesusahan orang lain barulah kita rasa amat bersyukur dgn kehidupan kita yang ada....mmg lah bila kita lihat kesenangan orang lain juga kita akan mengidamkan kesenangan seperti mereka juga....tp kita tidak tahu samada mereka bahagia atau tidak dengan kesenangan mereka.

Alhamdulillah, aku mmg dikelilingi ramai kawan baik dan understanding. Tipulah kalau aku kata kami tidak pernah berselisih faham....tp kami akan baik semula sehingga hari ini....aku sgt sayang kawan kawanku kebanyakan mereka ada yang telah berumahtangga. Aku juga sgt rindukan ketika zaman bujang dahulu..byk benda yg kami share bersama dari pinggan hingga ke bantal hahahhah termasuklah transport dan apa jua kita share dari benda baik hingga benda bodoh yelah muda...semuanya seronok...sgt happy mase tuh..hehehh tp apakan daya it was an HISTORY.....and the memories remains unsame.....tp kini masa utk sesama kami amatlah LIMITED. Bagi aku Priority bukan lagi kawan2 tetapi FAMILY. Masa yang ada ini perlu dibahagikan utk suami, anak2, keluargaKU dan keluarga mertua dan diri sendiri. Byk pengorbanan yang perlu dibuat dan dibahagikan agar INSTITUSI KELUARGA kami di uruskan dengan lancar. (merepek ker) tp itulah HAKIKAT. Alhamdulillah, setakat ini KAMI BAHAGIA Begitu juga kawan2ku ada juga aku terdengar kawanku yang BAHAGIA dan ada juga yang tidak BAHAGIA tp itu semuanya telah tertulis dan setiap DUGAAN untuk kitalah yang membuatkan kita belajar tentang KEHIDUPAN.

Ada seorang kawanku ini, aku rase dialah org yang paling sabar melayan kerenah anak anak dan suami. Orangnya rajin sembahyang...bukan yang wajib sahaja yang dibuat tetapi yang sunat juga dikerjakan. Segala keperluan suami dan anak anak akan disediakan...seperti baju kerja dari tali leher hingga stokings semua telah tersedia rapi setiap pagi di atas katil lengkap bergosok.....anak anak juga di jaga rapi.....sarapan disediakan bukan yang SEGERA seperti roti dan cereal tetapi nasi goreng , cekodok yang perlu dibancuh sendiri. Bila hujung minggu....semuanya telah LENGKAP dari Sarapan pagi, makan tengahari, minum petang dan Dinner...semuanya telah READY. Sgt beruntung. Itu belum tidur anak anak...disapunya minyak angin di kaki dan disarungkan stoking agar anak tidak sakit setiap malam walaupun anak sudah berumur belasan tahun. Dia juga seorang pemurah, masa aku mengandungkan Zahraa selalu die bekalkan aku cekodok atau lempeng pisang sbb dia tahu aku suka makan kuih yg dibuat dari pisang. hehehhe.....wpun pada sesetengah orang benda ini biasa tp pada aku ini adalah luar biasa bagiku.

Satu hari suami kawanku ini telah ditransfer ke luar negeri kerana ada projek di sana. Tetapi dia dan anak anak tinggal di KL. Setelah setahun suaminya di sana...tergerak hatinya utk melawat suaminya di luar negeri. Maklumlah ke luar negeri sudah pasti ada gambar kenangan yang akan dibawa pulang ke KL nanti. Apabila sampai di KL, dengan tidak sengaja camera kepunyaan suaminya telah dibawa pulang bersama oleh anak lelakinya. Apabila ke kedai gambar utk dicuci, gambar tersebut seoalah telah di delete kesemuanya...nasib baiklah pekerja di kedai gambar tersebut pandai...die dapat retrieve semula ke semua gambar yang diambil....namun alangkah terkejut bukan setakat gambar mereka sekeluarga tetapi gambar suami bersama gadis lain juga ada bersama. Mmg luluh lah hati isteri apabila melihat ke semua gambar tersebut.

Hidupnya jadi tidak menentu....semuanya hancur, badan susut mendadak...jiwa jadi tidak menentu....Alhamdulillah, tapi berkat amalan yang diamalkan seperti sembahyang wajib, bacaan yassin setiap malam dan juga sembahyang sunat yg dikerjakan setiap malam ..... jiwanya kembali kuat. dan juga demi anak anak die masih lagi meneruskan hubungan sebagai suami isteri....tp bukan dalam masa yang singkat ia mengambila masa sehingga 2 tahun utk kembali bangun dan kuat. Sejak dari kejadian itu dia ikut ke mana jua suami nya pergi dari Asia ke Eropah. Tp yang aku respect die masih melayan suaminya seperti biasa sebelum dikhianat dulu.

Berbeza pula dengan nasib kawanku yang seorang ini. Umurnya sebaya denganku dan mempunyai 2 orang anak perempuan. I know her since my first job di Batu Caves. Anehnya kami jarang lunch bersama tetapi bila ada activity office seperti bola jaring kami sentiasa bersama. Kami pernah di offer utk menjadi model utk kilang pewarna rambut terkenal, WELLA. Dan dari situlah juga kami bertambah rapat. Orangnyer sgt periang...happy dan wpun anak 2 die maintain seperti dulu....hehehe...Aku sgt jarang berjumpa dengan kawan aku nih wpun kami jarang berjumpa tetapi kami masih keep in touch thru phone and FB.

Baru baru ini dia ada PM aku di FB dan memberikan khabar sedih bahawa die telah menjadi BALU sebulan yang dulu. Suaminya telah dilanggar lari oleh pemandu Cina berumur 27 thn dari arah bertentangan menyebabkan kereta pemandu tersebut jatuh dan merempuh bahagian kanan kereta suaminya dan remuk dan menyebabkan suaminya parah dan maut di tempat kejadian.

Pada kebiasaannya, suaminya akan menelefon kawanku sekerap 10 kali sehari tetapi pada hari kejadian suaminya tidak menelefon kawan ku ini seharian. Kebetulan pada waktu itu juga kawanku menangguhkan utk membeli kredit kerana mengharapkan suaminya telefon dan mmg suaminya akan pulang utk makan malam. Pada malam kejadian, die mendapat panggilan dari suaminya, malangnya bukan suaminya yang call tetapi pemandu motorsikal yang berada disitu menelefon kawanku ini dan memberitahu bahawa suaminya mendapat kemalangan di Jalan Mahameru. Alangkah ralatnya die ketika itu kerana Nasi Goreng Ayam kegemaran suaminya yang telah dihidangkan utk makan malam telah tersedia namun tidak dijamah pada malam itu. Kawanku itu mmg amat terkejut sehingga sampai di HKL utk dibedah siasat juga die diam tanpa airmata...

Aku juga sangat terkejut bila mendengar berita itu dan terbyg muka 2 orang anaknya yang lebih kurang umur anak anakku. Mmg sgt sedih bila mengenangkan mereka pada usia yang sgt muda telah kehilangan DADDY yang disayangi. apa yang mereka tahu.....dan bagaimana kawanku ingin jelaskan kepada anak anak terutama yang kecil itu setiap kali ingin tidur akan bertanya..."Bila DADDY nak balik?" wpun kedua2 mereka ada bersama ketika jenazah dikebumikan. Setiap kali kawanku bercerita tentang mereka aku akan menangis bersama...bukan ingin menunjukkan kesedihanku tetapi terbayang pula jika aku duduk ditempat kawanku...boleh kah aku SETABAH die...wpun luaran die nampak tenang...tetapi dlm siapa yang tahu. Byk kenangan yang dilalui bersama.

Alhamdulillah, Allah sgt sayangkan hambanya...wpun die mengambil suaminya tetapi dia bukan ditinggalkan dalam keadaan beban....rumah 2 buah yang dibeli oleh mereka telah diinsuranskan atas nama arwah suami. Mengikut rules..jika nama diinsuranskan atas nama simati..maka automatically rumah2 itu tidak perlu dibayar. Kereta juga telah habis dibayar dan die juga mendapat pampasan 48 kali gaji oleh majikan suami. So pada aku, sempatlah die utk pulihkan semangat dan bangun semula utk menjalani hidup seperti biasa. Tapi dia akan berhijrah ke Ipoh tempat keluarga mertuanya kerana itulah amanat terakhir arwah suaminya sebelum menghembuskan nafas terakhir. Dont worry, wpun keluarga mertua...tetapi hubungan kawanku dengan mertua sgt baik.

Apabila aku melihat dugaan masing masing yang telah ditetapkan olehNYA, membuatkan aku lebih appreciate apa yang aku ada dan rase bersyukur dengan apa yang kami ada. Melihat kepada suratan yang tersurat ini aku sentiasa berdoa "Jika engkau memberikan kami dugaan ini utk menguatkan iman kami, maka engkau kuatkanlah iman kami untuk menempuhnya dan jangan engkau pesongkan iman kami dan kau jadikanlah hati kami sentiasa bersatu agar kami hidup bahagia dan harmoni sentiasa di dalam hidayahMU." Amin.

Some pictures taken in pediatric, HKL.

kalau kat sini ruang menunggu atau ruang melepak kalau agak agak visitor ramai sgt kat ward dan tak selesa bawaklah kat sini....actually ada meja tp tak capture pulak...lagi satu agak agak kalau beli KFC ker, subway ker, mcdonald ker or senang citer food yg tak nak kongsi ngan org....bwk kat sini privacy sikit..kekadang aku nih tak sampai ati nak makan bebudak yg pandang aku makan...hahhahah mesti aku bagi...heehhe

ha yang nih tempat favorite deen asal demam die dah turun jek ajak datang sini main buaian....hehehhe sampai nurse terpaksa jemput kat sini lah si deen ni setiap kali round doctor buat visit kat ward....mana taknyer takder kat katil....popular si Deen Ghazi di Ward KK2.nampak tak yg KFC nyer gazebo tuh...ha tuh kaunter KFC haaah..tak ah gurau jek actually kalau nak kenduri memakan kat sini pon boleh kalau segan makan kat ward....

ha fish pond nih pon menarik gak boleh bawak bebudak lepak sini......nengok ikan hehehhe...

deen suker gi sini sbb die nak beli jajan ...anak aku sorang nih suker makan jajan tensi aku.....abis mana lagi aku nak pegi, sbb nanti die ngamok ajak balik! doctor tak abis observe lagi...adoyai...

gambo mmg kurang memuaskan...pakai camera phone...hehehehhe sambung lagi nanti...most are the pictures were taken during 'HATI SUDAH LEGA' itu jek yg sempat...

mungkin ada lagi tunggugguu....

Why pediatric HKL?

Why i preferred HKL? susah nak ckp.....mmg certain people yg ingat pergi govt hospital utk golongan yg berpendapatan rendah sahaja....tp pada i bukan tak mampu nak ke swasta, wpun in my previous company covered for kids hospitalization but i'm still preferred to HKL, i don't know why maybe i've been there before, when my 3rd brother diagnosed leukemia, i dah comfortable dah kat pediatric HKL. Lagipun I prefers to spend my kids to education insurance rather than health insurance. Let's go back to the HKL thing. For me HKL is not bad as some people think. In my opinion, their service has improved, and also they got specialist yg dah berkhidmat bertahun....kekadang tuh byk penyakit yg tak boleh diubati di swasta akan dihantar ke HKL sbb pakar byk kat sana and other reasons also:

1. The service (before admission) - If your child getting fever and not recover for about 3 days after took some medication and antibiotics, they will immediately do the blood test and it only took :
5-15 minutes - registration
5-15 minutes - consultation by the doctor
5-15 minutes - blood test
5-15 minutes - to meet the doctor again to confirm the disease from the blood test
within 30-45 minutes doctor will decide whether you'll be an outpatient or need to see
pediatrician. not bad kan.......rather than you see doctor give medicine and come back, and
then give again ubat and come back again but by that time the disease has spreaded over. i always bare in mind on the 1st day of fever, if my kids getting high fever, i always give them paracetamol and start sponging their body to lower down the temperature. but if the fever still on and off within 3 days, i will bring them to HKL.

2. The doctor / pediatrician (when admitted) - their visiting hours are:
Morning - 9 am : doctor and pediatrician
Noon - 12 noon : doctor
Evening - 4pm : doctor and pediatrician
Night - 8 pm : doctor
Within those visiting time you will be interviewed by the doctor and pediatrician to check
your kids history esp how did they get their fever. from that you will learn and will have 2
way communication between you and the doctor. and also when they discussing among them
you will know how to treat your child during sick so that next time you will know what to do.
(actually they also consult mother what to do.)

3. Their equipment / facilities: they will provide one bed for mother and one baby court for
kid. even their bed quite old fashioned one but it still comfortable. Anyway you still can sleep
tightly because it is air conditioned ward hahahha gurau je..actually i dont think we can sleep
tight when our child is sick. of course you will awake in the middle of the nite hahahha. but
for me It's still worth it. what i prefer is the consultation by the doctor not the facilities. if you
prefers facilities i think you should go to the hotel...hahahhahah. most of pediatric ward will
provide 6 bed for mother and child, and one bathroom to be shared among mothers. heeheh
okay lah tuh. actually ada gak bilik 2 katil untuk anak and ibu tp itu special case which
special treatment needed for serious illness. But for me i still can take it. Medical Equipment
also for me are up to date....kira tak ketinggalan ke belakang lah...kerajaan dah sayang rakyat
dah....heheh berbau politik lah pulak. For me buat apa masuk kat hospital berbayar tetapi
pada masa sama risau dengan bill dan anak yg sakit sembuh ker tidak. Kalau HKL, you tak
risau sangat, pasal bill dier serendah RM 4.50 satu hari.....aku mase memula mcm malu jek
nak bayar..heheh tp kalau treatment kat klinik swasta kena kuarkan RM45, pastu belum
tentu sembuh and datang lagi biler nak jumpa pakar pon tak tau... and kena datang lagi. Lagi
satu aku nursery die pon not bad gak....okay lah kalau nak hilangkan derita anak demam.

5. The Food: saper kater lauk hospital sedap....kalau tak sedap you still have a choice to buy
outside...anak you sure nyer takder selera hehehhe......yg nak bedal you all kan....so you dah
tak yah risau...dah
Breakfast: Boiled Egg and 2 slices of bread, 1 cup of milo: hehehh pssttt roti die mmg keras tp
cicah ngan air milo lembut lah...
Lunch: Nasi putih / Nasi minyak + ikan/ayam/ daging + sayur + buah, 1 cup of plain water.
Tea Break: 1 bun or 1 slice of cake, 1 milo
Dinner: Nasi putih / Nasi minyak + ikan/ayam/daging + sayur + buah, 1 cup of plain water
Tp kalau tak berkenan ngan lauk tu u still can choose to buy at outside or canteen.....

will continue again....insyaalah...

Perfume Talk

These are some of my collections that has finished!

And these are my CURRENT collection.

I'm back! hahah tenggelam timbul tenggelam timbul jek aku nih kan......hehhheh actually i'm sneaking here just to share some info and my interest i think! suddenly my minds popped out! tink! tink....talk about perfume. why i chose this topic? it is because i really love perfumes. i have various of perfumes from a different designers in my collection. some people only love one type of perfume but me...i have a different perfumes with designers. some i bought it my self and some given by hubby, sister and my late boss. hrmmmm the only boss that never forget to bring perfume whenever he travels for his secretary..a a a a..not scandle but appreciation between boss and worker only. (haip tak baik mengata org dah meningggal) Al Fatihah to Mat Barhan bin Harun for his generousity. each of my perfume collection has it own story and i love them very very much! The First branded perfume i got was from my late boss,

1. Forever and Ever by Christian Dior : The floral scent is really tender and soft and it was introduced a limited edition and I really love the smell! until now still looking for this perfume but i think it has been discontinued recently. He bought it from China duty Free airport. I always use this perfume for casual and office wear. I got this perfume in 2001. I called it 'Le FEMININE' FRAGRANCE. (5 star)

2. Truth by Calvin Klein: This is my 3rd top list perfume. Most of CK perfumes have a citrus scents but this perfume has a scent of woody fragrance which i always wear it for office wear. Sometimes i like but sometimes not..hehehh this also was given by my late boss! But the scents reminds me to Ranhill Office as that time was my transition from my first job in Alloy to 2nd job in Ranhill, Setiawangsa. I got this perfume in 2002. I called it 'MY UP & DOWN' FRAGRANCE (5 star)

3. Premier Jour by Nina Ricci: This is the first perfume i BOUGHT with my own salary. This is my 'love at first sight' because of the bottle. The floral and musk + vanilla scents has made me falling in love! I bought it when i was in 2003. I called it 'LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT' FRAGRANCE (4 1/2 star)

4. Flower by Kenzo: This perfume has a unique scents, combination of floral, vanilla and powdery has made it different from others. I bought this perfume in the same year in 2003. Some opinion say, this perfume has harsh notes but for me it's still unique and can be accepted. I also love the bottle but it easy to fall over because of its tall bottle. I called it 'MY UNIQUE' FRAGRANCE. (4 1/2 star)

5. Chris 1947 by Christian Dior: Why i bought this perfume? it's because of Forever and Ever. the bottle has a similar design but have a blink blink diamond on it. but it still cannot beat the Forever and Ever still the great among my collection. This perfume has a sweet scents. I bought it when it first introduced in 2004. I called it 'BLINK BLINK' FRAGRANCE. (4 star)

6. Romance by Ralph Lauren: Romance the most popular fragrance by Ralph Lauren. For me, Ralph Lauren has it own standard and quality and most of the scents has musk +woody that made this fragrance long lasting. Some will say this fragrance has harsh notes. maybe because of combination of rose and ginger has made this fragrance has strong scents. Normally, I wear this perfume at night or in a rainy day or in cold air conditioning especially training. Why? it will make the fragrance have a soft and fresh scents. Trust me you can try. i'm not prefer to use it during daytime because of the strong scents will come out. hehehh {psssstttt mesti aku boleh jadi duta perfume kan}. I bought this perfume in early 2005. this perfume was introduced in 1998/1999 if i'm not mistaken but still have a great DEMAND until 2010! wowww! one thing is....ralph lauren collection is one of the expensive fragrance in the market. I called it 'WEALTH' FRAGRANCE (4 1/2 star)

7. Style by Ralph Lauren: This is my 2nd top list perfume after Forever and Ever. I bought this perfume 3 days after I bought Romance in 2005. hahahahah giler kan! tau dak naper aku beli. aku jenjalan kat KLCC sensorang pastu sesaje try perfume counter....ha amek nko...terjatuh chenta sama ini perfume. But this perfume has discontinued from market. i dont know why may be they want to change the bottle hahahhah..pepandai jek! tp mmg lah tersangat best bau dier. ngam ngam jek perfume aku abis adik aku beritau dah discontinued. hrrmmmm tp kan perfume nih aku ada tak suker sekejap in my 2nd pregnancy. Lama giler nak abiskan perfume nih...biler dah byk perfume aku dah terlupa pulak perfume nih......deen umur 2 tahun baru abis perfume which last year, 2009. o luper nak cakap kan aku dah bagitau Ralph Lauren nyer fragrance byk bau musk+ woody. This is only my opinion when i sniff this scents i feel like to making love hahahahah (bongok kan statement aku) Tak silap aku tahun 2oo4/2005 this perfume was introduced. I called 'MAKING LOVE' FRAGRANCE (psssttt that's how i accidently get DEEN in 2007...now i know the reason! hahah) (5 star)

8. Be Delicious by DKNY: Really love this fragrance. I still remember when it first introduced if i'm not mistaken 2005, i can smell everyone wearing the same perfume in that year either in the office or shopping complex. Most popular perfume ever. But unfortunately, when i was getting married and conceive my first child, zahraa....fullamak disaster! wa cakap lu! i hate the smell buwek! I bought this perfume before getting married, June 2005. so when i got married this perfume still hasn't finished until my first morning sickness coming hehehehhe.......but i love the bottle looks like APPLE SHAPE. i called it 'YUMMY' FRAGRANCE. (4 1/2 star)

9. Light Blue by D&G: Perfume ini adalah pemberian my hubby for hantaran in 2005. This is my 4th top list perfume. Actually this perfume takderlah attractive sgt botol die so typical but the box has a velvet texture. Tp kan scents die adalah soft and fresh has made me to choose this fragrance. Pastu siap berangan lepas nih aku akan jadi isteri solehah apabila memakai perfume ini hahahhah. malangnyer, bau ini pon telah menjadi 'i hate u' sbb biler aku mabukkan zahraa perfume ini lah puncanya aku sakit tenat...ahhahah...takder mood plus malas! sampai skang tak abis lagi..sampai penutup die yg kaler biru hilang lah....dan yg bestnyer shower gel ngan lotion masih ada sampai skang nih...aku rase dah expired dah perfume nih. heheh tp aku bedal buat duduk rumah. I called 'FEELING BLUES' FRAGRANCE, it really made me feel blues! (4 1/2 star)

10. Baby Doll by YSL: I love the bottle at the first sight! it is a 'spinning top' shape. i also love the scents and it has sharp flowery scents. but it still can be accepted. I have 2 bottles of this baby doll. First i bought in 2005, which during pregnancy to replace 'FEELING BLUES' FRAGRANCE. hahahahah boleh ek camtuh. The 2nd bottle was given by hubby when he worked at Singapore in 2010 (kat sane murah..adalah beza dalam RM40 ringgit duit kiter). Actually i want him to buy FOREVER AND EVER but takder pulak so i chose again baby doll because of its unique shape. You can aslo try Baby Doll Light Pink in the market. I called it 'CHARMING' FRAGRANCE because of it's unique shape. (4 1/2 star)

11. Burberry by Burberry: My first thought about Burberry was it has a strong scents but it's not. When i first sniffed it from my sister's collection, it's really soft & fresh with its floral scents. It's suitable for daytime wearing. sometimes you may feel this perfume is not long lasting as this perfume has a soft scents. this perfume was also bought in Singapore when my hubby had shooting in there and it's much more cheaper from Malaysia. Since that, i start looking for burberry fragrances as it has a woody and musk notes. I called it 'SILKY' FRAGRANCE because its floral soft scents. This fragrance is my 5th top list! (5 star)

12. Daisy by Marc Jacobs: For me, Marc Jacobs Fragrances is still new in the market compare to other designers which in my collection. by the way i also love the bottle design very much it's so flowery heehehhe...the scents sweet and woody and i think it's suitable for sweet and fun character. (pepandai jek aku) nothing much to comment about this Daisy but i know most of the 'happy go lucky' character would love this. I called it 'JOYFUL' FRAGRANCE. I bought this perfume from my sister in law. She's selling 'defect perfume' and this is my first time buying defect perfume and it's not bad! you can call her if you want to buy perfume. You can refer from my collection what perfume you want and you won't regret! (4 1/2 star)

For conclusion, do let me know one of those that you may like.

Bosan! Bosan! dan Bosaaaaaaaaan!

Pernah tak dgr ESQ Training?

Pagi!!!! (moto ESQ training) yg membuatkan kita terjaga bila kita mengantuk....hahahah

Alhamdulillah aku terpilih pegi training nih....company aku hantar semua staff die attending this training....best kan? Unik nyer pasal training nih approach dier lain daripada training yg pernah aku attend sbb die blend the training module with modern management, spirituality (mengenal Allah) and science. The training provider from Indonesia, Dr. Ary Ginanjar Agustian, the Founder.

Mase first, aku masuk dewan, aku kagum gak lah sbb ade 3 big screen and the presentation slide die pon different plus sound system spt concert Search ahahahahah. Rase cam nengok wayang plak. Trainer die of course dari Indonesia dan bile die present tuh of course lah dalam bahasa Indonesia (first time tau aku attend training dalam bahasa Indonesia sblm nih semua English hahahah)...hehehe comel! Citer pasal trainer org nyer lucu (pandai buat memek muka dan cara die gelak, sgt comel), creative and talented (sbb die pandai berlakon dan menghiburkan org tp yg penting die mampu buat org menangis teresak esak). Interesting kan? Sblm nih mana ade trainer yg mampu buat org menangis teresak esak sambil menyesali perbuatan jahat yg telah dilakukan kita selama ini. Selalunyer normal trainer akan membuat kita ketawa terbahak bahak atau mengantuk sahaja...ahahahahhah. Tp ini mmg lain. Disulam pula dgn zikir dan hadis, di setiap presentation...mmg insaf. (Jgn tak tau alumni training nih terdiri daripada artis dan tan sri/dato dan lain lain org gomen yg berpangkat tinggi. Antara artis yg aku kenal ialah Zamarul & pasangan Liza Rafar kot, Azizah Mahzan, Dato Sharifah Aini dan ade juga motivator yg terkenal pon datang.)

Selalu nyer kalau leadership & management training nih reference nyer tentu dari Barat tp yg ini die refer kepada hadith dan Al Quran dan dikupas secara psychology sehingga org menangis teresak esak. ( Tp aku tak nangis okay....kebal? or tak dapat hidayah lagi? aku pon tak tau ). Di sini juga mereka menerapkan sikap bekerjasama, bertolak ansur dan semangat patriotik hahahah...betul tak tipu! Setiap waktu break mereka akan pastikan kita bertukar tukar group dan tidak dibenarkan duduk bersama org yg kita mengenali sbb mereka mahu kita mengenal antara satu sama lain di dalam dewan tersebut. Lepas tuh seating arrangement pon lain...memula soh duduk atas bangku pastu duduk atas lantai.

Die nyer motto utk training nih ialah ESQ (Emotional, Spiritual, Q..tuh aku lupa) 165 way. Maksud 165 tuh ialah

1 Value (Ihsan)- bagaimana utk membuat kita berasa Allah itu ada dan sentiasa memerhatikan kita (God Conciousness).

6 principles - bagaimana utk menghayati dan menerapkan nilai nilai yg ada di dalam rukun iman.

5 principles - bagaiman utk mengkukuhkan (the principles) iaitu rukun Islam di dalam diri kita.

In summary, jika kita dapat menerapkan nilai nilai yg ada didalam 165 ini insyallah, maka senanglah hidup kita dunia akhirat....heheheheh.

....akan bersambung lagi bersama gambar sbb aku nak balik dah....skang dah pukul 8 mlm....boss aku baru bg feedback keje yg aku buat petang tadi...boleh camtuh? aku kena tunggu tuh huhuhu..sesambil menunggu tuh aku jenguk lah blog aku yg dah bersawang. Nanti sambung yek sbb aku nak citer pasal training nih sbb aku rase training nih sgt bermanfaat kepada semua. pssttttt ada trainer sorang nih hensem siot tp dah kawin...hahahahahah sometimes we have to be naughty...kih kih kih......

Mumbling........and need opinion....

Semua makanan ni aku bedal.......hihihi...caya tak..?

Ha kenalah manja kan hahahaha....burok kan muker aku...kata nak kurus so salah satu petua makan lemon.....betul tak filla...

Lama dah tak memanja ngan hubby tercinta.......dulu selalu dating tp sejak dah beranak nih nak borak pon tak sempat pasalnyer ade minah kecik (zahraa) pon nak cakap sama. Kenkadang tuh adelah hal serious yg nak dibincangkan kan...tak boleh pasal minah nih akan cakap sama...adoi...kesudahannya topic tak abis result tergantung.....dah ler timetable tuh tak sama ngan org...time aku cuti die keje aku keje die cuti...adoi....clash memanjang..dan inilah masenyer aku bergurau senda di hari Jumaat.....(hahahah aku paksa die escape utk semayang Jumaat....berdosa besar tau...tp Jumaat depan die tak leh lah escape...boleh ker camtuh) tp sebenarnyer arini pon aku nak dating gak tpi die tak nak plak pasal dier kater Jumaat aritu dah escape. Bukannya aper kalau ari jumaat nih panjang sikit lunch dier...weekend..weekend tak leh sbb mase tulah nak buat household nyer keje.......and itulah masa ngan anak anak....itulah kalau dua dua keje inilah akibatnyer.....not enough time with kids.....

Bukan apa, in my opinion kita kena rapat ngan anak takot nanti dorang lagi seronok ngan kengkawan...bukan aper aku dah lalui dah benda ni semua....tak best kalau rumah kite tu tak seronok ditinggal....suasana keluarga tuh kena ada....fun..time quality tu kena ader...bukannye material quality....sometimes biler kite ade material but fun takder pon susah gak kan....so kalau boleh kena balance....aku tak tau kenapa aku bebel camnih. Tapi sukati aku lah kan.

Aku jugak serabot gak nak pk....when is the best time to send Zahraa to school....next year she'll be 4 years old....kejap kan....and i've to start to survey which one is the best school to her......Smart Reader Kids, Kumon, QDees, Tumbletots and more others (tp ini yg glamor) ataupun aku yg berdekatan kat rumah aku jek...mmg lah setiap education center nih ade branch...tapi tak semua branch perform well and the teachers also we have to think kan... sbb at this age teacher tak boleh terlalu garang and strict sbb dorang only 3-4 years old which i think at this age dorang nyer concentration tuh cam tak leh full lagi lah especially kalau ader fun distraction (huh fun distraction? ahhh hentam jek lah)....eh aku bukan choosy, cuma pada aku benda nih main peranan...). Mane tak nyer sometimes aku ade dgr complaint drpd parents yang kate some teachers ni garang and anak die tak nak pegi sekolah.....heheheh (tp harap anak aku tak camtuh lah...tak nak pegi sekolah). Aku pon kenkadang camtu gak dulu ...human beings....alasan! Saper yg kenal aku tu tau lah kan....

Yang aku pening nih sbb aku kena tau objective of the school kan (kan aku ni kan cacat ckit apa org tak pk aku pk...org lain aku nengok rilek jek takder masalah pon nak anta anak dorang nih semua tak susah macam aku)........the thing is which one is the best for her....and i'm worry also if i send her to school earlier then i'm worry she'll be bored one day....because when our time previously our parents start sending their kids as early as 5 years...and very seldom at 4 years age...but now most parents are starting sending their kids at age 3 years. Which is normal now ni kan. Sometimes i wonder, do i have to send her at 3 years old or later...hmmm susah kan. Nanti biler dah hantar kita kena spend jugak mase ngan dorang nih, mesti ader homework and kiter mesti tak nak anak kite ketinggalan jauh daripada those yg scorer ni kan....(merepek ker aku nih...mcm anak aku nak masuk universiti plak padahal tahun ni die baru 3 years old. Aku dah risau tak tentu pasal. boleh tak sesiapa yg kat luar sana bleh share kat aku ni ckit...sbb kenkadang tuh aku rase aku ketinggalan ker? Maybe aku bleh tenang ckit.......

Akibat mulut, mulut binasa ke?........

ha camni lah ruper dier sebijik....bygkan kat benda tuh kat mulut aku dan bengkak....

Felt really bad...I thought.....it was pimple then i popped it out......ouch! owuuuuuuuu! really hurts...and it's swelling.....nasib baik boleh makan lagi tapi takleh bukak mulut besar lah......rase nak demam pon ader.....when i see the doctor, he said aku nyer mulut nih bisul (boil) dan kerana aku gatal tangan pegi picit itu 'boil' so dah kena infection lah.......tgn ni mmg kategori merenyam kan..tak leh nengok kutil ker, pimple ker or anything lah on my face gerenti picit nyer lah. so oleh kerana boil tu dah pecah kan and dah ade infection plak kan...terpaksalah ade special care pulak...sakit gilos.. Last night, biler aku nak tdo spt biasa si Deen nih menyondol nyondol kat aku, tetiba 'Dup!' Adoi........sakit giler tau...aku rase sepanjang pipi sebelah kanan, termasuk lubang telinga, lubang tekak semua terasa biser sehingga mengeluarkan airmata dan nangis.....apa lagi terjerit jerit lah memanggil suami yg tercinta to rescue...ni no ni no ni no ni no ni no....kamarul gi amek towel panas and tekapkan kat mulut aku.....lega ckit..... Tapi pagi nih biler aku bgn tido, setepek darah kat tepi mulut aku nih....takot aku nengok, dan berdenyut sakit tau. Sepanjang hidup aku tak pernah ada ketumbuhan kat mulut cam nih. Tp weekend aritu mmg lah aku ade bertikam lidah ngan kamarul nih...hehehehhe

Mama: Pa, sakit lah, tepi mulut nih...sakit giler berdenyut lah nak bukak mulut pon tak leh nih....
Papa: Papa tau mmg sakit, mmg doktor kater bisul ker?
Mama: Ha ah doktor kater category bisul lah sbb mama dah pecahkan so jadi camni.....
Papa: Ada apa apa ker papa boleh tolong (part ni mmg aku suker die mmg helpful and caring)
Mama: Mama pon tak tau nak soh tolong camner.....
Papa: Itulah, papa rase cuba tuamkan ngan ais...
Mama: Hish boleh ker kang lebam pulak sbb darah beku.. Papa: kiter cuba.......
Mama: tak nak lah kalau kat tempat lain tak per tak nampak, ini kat muker. Tp papa rase kenapa jadi camnih...
Papa: Papa pon tak tau, tp ini semua keje Tuhan....
Mama: Huh? keje Tuhan? Nape cakap camtuh? (ha ni mestik nak kaitkan pasal incident weekend arituh) papa nak cakap mama kecikkan hati papa? (huh...die tak kira aku nyer kecik hati....)
Papa: Tak papa tak cakap pasal tu pon, tp ini semua keje Tuhan (pastu die jeling kat aku sambil nak tersenyum)
Mama: Papa nih.....hish....org betul betul die memain plak (hish takkan sekejap sgt balasan Tuhan nih....on the spot tuh...tp betul ker?)
Papa: (ha takot lah tuh)............
Mama: (Malas nak layan)...................

HARI INI DALAM SEJARAH.......

(alamak aku nak citer ker tak nak ek.....ah citer aje lah....)

Hari ni seperti biasa aku bangun gi keje....tp aku rase arini cam terlambat ckit lah kan...aku kena pastikan aku sampai sblm kul 9 kat opis...so buat keje pon mmg cam lipas kudong lah kan. Tp arini lain sikit jadual aku selalu kamarul akan anto bebudak ni dulu kat babysitter then baru anto aku kan...tp arini terbalik lah pulak, kamarul anto aku dulu. Pastu yg pelik lagi satu, selalu kamarul yg drive aku dok berangan kat sebelah tp kali ni berbeza.....Aku drive and kamarul dok sebelah ngan Deen...Zahraa? ooo die kat belakang sambong tdo......

bile dah dekat nak sampai opis aku pon raba lah kat belakang sit kan nak amek kasut....so aku capai teros pakai lah kasut tuh.... bile dah sampai kat office lobby tuh aku ngan confident jek naik atas...tp sorang budak laki ni dok nengok aku ... tp aku pedulikan...aku terus masuk lift tekan button no. 12.

Sampai jek kat workstation aku...aku terasa spt ingin membuang air kecil yg tersangat sangat...so letak hbag dalam laci teros gi toilet.....bile kat toilet nak pasang button seluar mestilah pandang bawah kan....amek ko.....kakakakakkakakakakak AKU PAKAI KASUT SEBELAH HITAM SEBELAH LAGI GOLD.......kakakwkkwkwkwkakkktiththththihtihthtl.....(sukati aku lah nak gelak camner kan) mmg malu giler okay...patutlah that guy tu nengok aku semacam...mmg pelik pon pakaian aku arini...wakakakakakkakakakak (tak abis gelak lagi nih)...dah ler bebudak nih tak sampai lagi...dgn saper aku nak mintak tolong...so adelah one guy nih aku mintak tolong pinjamkan selipar semayang dier.....(sempat lagi die kater selipar dier funny ckit...warna coklat ..dan nanti aku pakai besar)....apa lagi aku teros tipon kamarul so patah balik anto kasut aku... Statement dier " ha nasib baik saya tak der job buatnyer kalau saya ade job arini...pakai lah kasut tuh sampai balik" ............. itulah hari ini dalam sejarah.

Selalu aku gelakkan Ayue pakai kasut sebelah lain....kali nih aku sendiri yg kena...tu lah org kater tak elok gelakkan kan org.....kan sekarang sendiri dah kena.........

Tetiba aku jumpa korang kat.........

Korang ingat tak????????????



I really miss you all lah......i missed the time we had...hahahahah.....rindu bangat nih...

Actually, aku jumpa gambo ni mase tgh sibuk berkemas lah kat opis bebaru nih...tetiba terjumpa plak gambo nih....hmmmmmm....waaaa rindu korang semua lah. Biler leh jumpa nih...

masa ni gambo mase kat umah meen....buat surprise kat mai nyer birthday kot...tak silap aku lah....

Surprise!!!!!!!....Happy Birthday Mai........


Ayue...mana ko pegi...lama tak dgr citer



minah dan mat rempit.....wakakakaak....gediks awwwww


wei filla..mase ni ko chubby kan....tp skang nih jeles aku nengok...

Hahahahah.....Syasya nengok ape tuh??????

Hep! jgn nengok 'dose'........

What Made I love "My Best Friend's Wedding"?

My favorite scene.....

'Blonde'Cameron Diaz and 'Curly' Julia Robert made I love this movie.

"The story that that has touched each one of us... definitely a lot of us would do everything just to have what we want .... to have what we like... to have the one we love..."

It's a story of love revealed when Julianne realizes that she is in love...with her best friend, Michael, who is going to be married to someone else. The only thought in her head is that she has to break up Michael and Kimmy. George, her boss, comes to the rescue, but helps her open her eyes to se what she needs to do. Many people will feel that they could related to this story (but i don't okay...I just adore Julia & Cameron..they're superb!). The songs were great especially "I Say a little pray " (also my favorite scene when they had dinner together and George started to sing this song ) and "the way you look tonight" (i'm an oldies songs lovers...evergreen..). Yes, I do have the soundtrack album but I lost it! huhuhu....but the songs keeps playing in my head ... so no regret because i know i can still listen and sing this song until now....

This romantic comedy movie was in 1997 and I was studied at UiTM, Shah Alam. (Ni zaman dating ngan husband lah dulu....eceh.....)

Some of Memorable Quote of "My Best Friend's Wedding"

Julianne Potter: Michael... I love you. I've loved you for nine years, I've just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and... well, now I'm just scared. So, I realize this comes at a very inopportune time but I really have this gigantic favor to ask of you. Choose me. Marry me. Let me make you happy. Oh, that sounds like three favors, doesn't it?
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Kimmy Wallace: You kissed him!
Ladies in the bathroom: [gasps]
Kimmy Wallace: At my parents' house.
Ladies in the bathroom: [gasps]
Kimmy Wallace: On my wedding day.
Ladies in the bathroom: Bitch!
Ladies in the bathroom: Tramp!
Kimmy Wallace: I love this man, and there is no way I am going to give him up for some big-haired food critic.
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George Downes: When you kissed Michael did he kiss you back?
Julianne Potter: What do you mean? We were lip to lip.
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Michael O'Neill: Kimmy says if you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just...
Julianne Potter: Passes you by...
Michael O'Neill: Passes you by...
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Julianne Potter: I had the strangest dream. I dreamt that some psychopath was trying to break the two of you up. Luckily, I woke up and I see that the world is just as it should be. For my best friend has won the best woman. I didn't buy you a gift. But this is on loan until you two find your song...
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Julianne Potter: I'm pond scum. Well, lower actually. I'm like the fungus that feeds on pond scum.
Michael O'Neill: Lower. The pus that infects the mucus that cruds up the fungus that feeds on the pond scum. On the other hand, thank you for loving me that much, that way. It's pretty flattering.
Julianne Potter: Except it makes me fungus.
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Kimmy Wallace: He's got you on a pedestal and me in his arms.
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George Downes: Tell him you love him. Bite the bullet.
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George Downes: It's amazing the clarity that comes with psychotic jealousy.
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George Downes: The misery, the exquisite tragedy. The Susan Hayward of it all. I can just picture you there, sitting alone at your table in your lavender gown.
Julianne Potter: Did I tell you my gown was lavender?
George Downes: Hair swept up. Haven't touched your cake. Probably drumming your fingernails on the white linen tablecloth, the way you do when you're really feeling down. Perhaps looking at those nails thinking: 'God, I should have stopped in all my evil plotting to have that manicure, but it's too late now.
Julianne Potter: George, I didn't tell you my dress was lavender.
George Downes: Suddenly, a familiar song. And, you're off your chair in one, exquisite movement... wondering, searching, sniffing the wind like a dapple deer. Has God heard your little prayer? Will Cinderella dance again? And then, suddenly, the crowds part and there he is: sleek, stylish... radiant with charisma. Bizarrely, he's on the telephone. But then, so are you. And then he comes towards you... the moves of a jungle cat. Although you quite correctly sense that he is... gay... like most devastatingly handsome single men of his age are, you think... what the hell. Life goes on. Maybe there won't be marriage... maybe there won't be sex... but, by God, there'll be dancing.
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George Downes: Why don't we stop and have a drink? You can take a later flight.
Julianne Potter: No, no, no, no. I'm a busy girl. I've got exactly four days to break up a wedding, steal the bride's fella and I haven't one clue how to do it.
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Julianne Potter: Crème brûlée can never be Jell-O. YOU could never be Jell-O.
Kimmy Wallace: I HAVE to be Jell-O!
Julianne Potter: You're never gonna be Jell-O!
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George Downes: Maybe there won't be marriage, maybe there won't be sex, but by God there'll be dancing!
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Kimmy Wallace: He sucks soup through his front teeth.
Julianne Potter: That's a trademark move - don't touch that one.
Kimmy Wallace: But he sure can kiss.
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Julianne Potter: This is my one chance at happiness. I have to be ruthless!
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Kimmy Wallace: You kissed him! At my parents house! On my wedding day!
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George Downes: Michael's chasing Kimmy?
Julianne Potter: Yes!
George Downes: You're chasing Michael?
Julianne Potter: YES!
George Downes: Who's chasing you... nobody, get it? There's your answer. It's Kimmy.
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Julianne Potter: If he were feeling what I'm feeling then he would know how it feels.
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Michael O'Neill: The ring.
[handing the box to Jules]
Julianne Potter: [nervous] Why are you giving this to me?
Michael O'Neill: Because I don't trust Scotty.
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George Downes: [George is about to be introduced to Kimmy's family] Oh my god, race you to the altar!
Julianne Potter: [under her breath] Underplay.
George Downes: Got it.
[to a relative]
George Downes: HEY! How ya doin? I'm Jules' fiance! Just stopped by for a little conjugal visit!